josé.
08 January 2010 @ 09:58 am
i reach out for you & our hearts collide.  


yesterday, after weeks of constant doubt, i finally got some clear answers from my counselor at AAU. i was so pissed at not getting the right answers that i called her only to find out she was an asian woman who barely knew any english. it pisses me off that because i'm an international student, i always get stuck with mediocre people. even though english is my second language, i know i have better english skills than most white people i've met. the good thing, though, is that all my legal documents are now settled. this was my absolute biggest concern and now that thats out of the way, i can now let the excitement of moving to san francisco finally set in.

lately, i've been seeing my friends from home a lot and i totally love it. it always sucks that the gang can't always get together, but its good to see at least a few of them now and then. i should stop drinking and smoking pot, though, so that i can lose all that weight i gain from my thyroid meds. its annoying that right before i'm leaving for another city i gain all this weight. all being for the sake of my health, i guess.
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josé.
06 January 2010 @ 10:54 pm
sweet girls, cute boys, vodka, whiskey.  


this whole moving to san francisco/AAU thing is scaring the shit out of me. it makes me very anxious just thinking about it. my life is going to change so much and just barely am i realizing this. to make matters worse, there's a shitload of things i have to do and i can't do them because my adviser is an incompetent bitch. i've been trying to change my classes for a few weeks now and so far, every time i try to reach for help, she completely ignores my questions!

for all of you who are studying elsewhere, how do you cope with it? i'm becoming more and more anxious as the day gets closer. i won't back out and i know i'll have fun, but this is killing me already.

also: TUMBLR & BLOG
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josé.
31 December 2009 @ 02:59 pm
just let it be your yeah yeah yeah.  


well, its been a while since i last updated. my life changed so drastically this year and as much as i would have loved to share those experiences with all of you, being online just wasn't really a priority for me. this year was definitely crazy; i started to party a lot and did a lot of experimenting with hard drugs. at this point i must admit that i'm an abuser and honestly, i don't see whats the big deal. i guess that makes it that much worse. this year was also full of new people, including a few lovers. unfortunately, for some reason or the other, things never really worked out with any of them.

as much as i enjoyed 2009, i'm ready for 2010. i'll be moving to san francisco in a month to attend the academy of art university. i'm definitely very anxious, but i'm also very excited. so far things don't seem to be looking up. my counselor is being a real big bitch to me and is extremely negligent when i ask her questions. i'm looking at this whole experience with a positive outlook. i'm sure san francisco will treat me right.

to all of you that are still on livejournal, i want to wish you all a very good new year. i hope you reach all of your goals and enjoy it to the fullest :)
 
 
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josé.
17 August 2009 @ 12:12 am
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YOUR BRAIN ON GOD

ok, i finally finished a layout i'm proud of. add me if you have one. i'll update soon, i promise :D
 
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josé.
20 July 2009 @ 04:00 pm
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http://volapuke.blogspot.com/



i made a blog in which i'll post shit i like. i'm having a bit of a problem, though. i can't seem to get the comments and the titles of the entries to show. can anyone help me out? i've tried google and all the sites have different things, which i've tried. i'm about to give up :(
 
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